{"id":590,"date":"2019-02-21T05:49:30","date_gmt":"2019-02-21T05:49:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/2020.bilgelikatolyesi.com\/hakkimizda-2"},"modified":"2020-05-30T07:47:38","modified_gmt":"2020-05-30T07:47:38","slug":"feza-karakas","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgelikatolyesi.com\/feza-karakas","title":{"rendered":"Feza Karaka\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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feza karaka\u015f\n<\/h1>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t
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\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe olan tutkum \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda ba\u015flad\u0131. Ergenlik ya\u015flar\u0131nda Mevl\u00e2na, \u00d6mer Hay\u00e2m ve daha pek \u00e7ok bilge ustan\u0131n s\u00f6zleri ile ilgilenmeye ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.\u00a0 Bir \u015fekilde, kendim ve ba\u015fkalar\u0131 hakk\u0131nda inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m hikayelerin \u00f6tesinde bir ger\u00e7e\u011fim oldu\u011funu biliyordum sanki.<\/p>

\u00d6z\u00fcme ula\u015fmadan \u00f6nce \u00f6z\u00fcmden uzakla\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Mutlulu\u011fu, ba\u015far\u0131y\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131da arad\u0131m. Hayatta kalmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, sevgi ve onay bekleyen, kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131ran, \u00f6l\u00e7en, yarg\u0131layan, dinlemeyen, hakl\u0131y\u0131m diyen, \u00f6z\u00fcnden uzak, d\u00fcr\u00fcst ve tam olmayan, eksiklik \u00e7eken ego kimli\u011fim her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn biraz daha bana s\u00f6z ge\u00e7irmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Zamanla anda ya\u015fayan \u00e7ocuksu ruhumu, ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve gelecekte ya\u015fayan bir robot ele ge\u00e7irmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Bu robot sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 idi. Kendi ve d\u00fcnyas\u0131 ile bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k de\u011fildi. Mutlu olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in d\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n oldu\u011fundan farkl\u0131 olmas\u0131na ve de\u011fi\u015fmesine ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131. Yetersizlik duygusu i\u00e7inde d\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyada pek \u00e7ok ba\u015far\u0131lara imza att\u0131. Amac\u0131 yapt\u0131klar\u0131 sayesinde yeterli oldu\u011funu hissedebilme \u00e7abas\u0131 idi.<\/p>

35 ya\u015f\u0131nda, Dubai\u2019de Luise Hay\u2019in kitab\u0131n\u0131 okudu\u011fumda derin bir uykudan uyand\u0131m ve ger\u00e7ek olmayan, ko\u015fullanm\u0131\u015f kimli\u011fimin \u00f6tesinde bir ba\u015fka ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funu fark\u0131na vard\u0131m. Bir anl\u0131k da olsa \u2018O\u2019 ile tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sanki o anda t\u00fcm elektrikler kesilmi\u015f, t\u00fcm makinalar durmu\u015f ve zihnimde oynatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m film durmu\u015ftu. \u0130\u015fte o anda \u00d6z\u00fcm oldum. Sevgi ve yarg\u0131s\u0131z g\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u00f6z\u00fcnden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fcnya, \u015fimdiki andan uzakla\u015fmam ve tekrar girdi\u011fim hikayeler ile k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede kayboldu. Ama ben \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm bir kere. Ve bir kere tad\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131ktan sonra, b\u0131rakmaya hi\u00e7 de niyetli olmad\u0131m.<\/p>

\u00a0O g\u00fcn bug\u00fcn yolday\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>